Oh darlin, it doesn't matter that it was 9 days, you can dream lots and love lots in just 9 days. It was your baby and it meant something, you were pregnant and you have every right to feel that loss, no matter how long. You were pregnant and you'll never forget that, I really really hope that the next bubba is your forever one, but this one was still meaningful. It is such a sad and horrible thing to happen, remember to look after yourself over the next few weeks especially xoxo