MsKara - its amazing how this amazing hardship and grief can bring things you dont expect - your D & M's with DH. Glad you are feeling a bit stronger. Go gently today, it's a tough day. Glad you don't have to go to work for a while. I think it helps - just time to be in your thoughts and feelings and not have to put on a front. Thinking of you.
Ms Kara - how are you doing today? I have been thinking of you and hoping you are putting one foot in front of the other and that for some moments, your burden is not so heavy.
I have an anniversary tomorrow, and I am numb, and scared, and sad. Weird that a "date" can have such a profound impact on our functioning.
I'm doing ok. D&C went much better than I expected and I had a very quick recovery. I had a lovely weekend and went back to work on Monday.
Returning to work was tough. I'd already told most people about the pregnancy, and obviously the fact that I'd MC'd hadn't been told so I had a few people telling me how excited they were and asking how I was. The first few times it was ok, but then it grated a bit and I had to escape for a while.
Otherwise things are ok. I'm pretty crampy at the moment - can't wait for that to stop. I'm feeling pretty down because of it, as it's just a constant reminder when I'd rather forget. Of course I also know I need to remember to get through the grieving process, so I'm trying to embrace it at the same time.
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