Thanks for the messages

I'm doing ok. D&C went much better than I expected and I had a very quick recovery. I had a lovely weekend and went back to work on Monday.

Returning to work was tough. I'd already told most people about the pregnancy, and obviously the fact that I'd MC'd hadn't been told so I had a few people telling me how excited they were and asking how I was. The first few times it was ok, but then it grated a bit and I had to escape for a while.

Otherwise things are ok. I'm pretty crampy at the moment - can't wait for that to stop. I'm feeling pretty down because of it, as it's just a constant reminder when I'd rather forget. Of course I also know I need to remember to get through the grieving process, so I'm trying to embrace it at the same time.

*sigh* I wish I could have a holiday lol