Goodbye little Caterpillar

**Amanda_Jane78** · July 16th, 2007, 10:00 PM

My heart goes out to you and your DH, BW.

Take care. :hugs:

**~breeze~** · July 16th, 2007, 10:13 PM

BW I'm so very sorry. My love goes out to you & your DH through this hard time, you're in my thoughts

**Mrs Jak** · July 16th, 2007, 10:18 PM

So sorry to hear of your loss BW...

**sonya1** · July 16th, 2007, 10:31 PM

oh gawd BW... its just not fair...i have only just logged on and i am sitting here crying for you,DH and little caterpillar. take care of yourselves.

im sure my little Angel Baby Floyd will keep your caterpillar company.

thinking of you......

**Nadine216** · July 16th, 2007, 10:36 PM

Sorry to hear about your loss BW. Our prayers are with you, DH and your little angel.

**kitten2b** · July 16th, 2007, 10:39 PM

BW - Sorry to hear of your loss. Our thoughts are with you and DH

**Janie** · July 16th, 2007, 10:42 PM

BW, I am so sorry for the loss of your caterpillar. Unfortunately, too many of us on here know what pain you are going through. We are all here to support you through this traumatic time. I hope tonight wasn't too difficult for you both, thinking of you hun

**Liz** · July 16th, 2007, 11:56 PM

OMG BW - I'm so sorry to hear this.

**butterfly_warrior** · July 16th, 2007, 11:58 PM

I am home now. A little woozy and dizzy from the anaesthetic still, but I'm ok.

Thank you all so much for your kind words and thoughts, they really do mean a lot to me.

DH has been a wonderful support to me today. Even my FS has been wonderful. I will go back to see him in 2-3 weeks, and I know that will be an appointment to work on the "head stuff" as he puts it. Surprisingly, the head stuff is doing pretty ok - it's as though I always knew - with thinking that we've done it once, we know we can do it again... and the Dr S back up plan...

I will be off work for the week. I know with the help of everyone here that I can get through this.

Thank you all once again.

BW

**~Jo~** · July 17th, 2007, 12:38 AM

So very very sorry to hear of your loss...

Jo

paradise lost · July 17th, 2007, 06:43 AM

Oh BW

I'm crying. So unfair, so cruel. When i was where you are all that helped was a hug, a touch, a look, and i'm too far away to offer even those tiny things. I'm so sorry sweetheart. So sorry.

Love

Bx

**Auntie M** · July 17th, 2007, 07:29 AM

BW, i am so sorry for your loss of caterpillar. i wish my tears could make you better, but know that they are here for you along with hugs. m

**Inanna** · July 17th, 2007, 07:38 AM

So glad you are back in your own bed... :hugs: You will get through this time. It feels so so painful and raw right now but in time it will get a little better... You have us all in here to lean on. Many of us understand only too well the pain -

Eat good food, get into the warm sun and rest as you heal through your loss...

**Jennifer13** · July 17th, 2007, 08:18 AM

BW, you are sounding a lot stronger and braver than you are probably feeling, but thank you for letting us know you're okay. I hope you recover physically as quickly as possible. I wish I could give you a hug too, hun.

You have done it once and you WILL do it again. I'm having some serious words with the big guy upstairs that BW and her DH have had enough life experience now, time to make things easier for them, please. Take care of yourself for the week. I'll be thinking of you.