I am so sorry for your loss. I think it is very normal for you to get sad from time to time - lets face it this was another one of your children - you will never forget or want to - you will find when its time to look in the box again - maybe you could discuss this with your DH and sit down and look at the box together - you may find strength in his arms. Your little bub is beautiful and boy alot of hair! Congrats on you new addition to the family. My thoughts and prayers are with you - have you thought about talking to a counsellor perhaps?