Susannah,

I am crying for you right now - I can feel how painful this must be for you having lost 3 babies myself over the last 2 years. It is heartbreaking and I have found giving myself lots of time to feel all the emotions and let them out has helped.

After the first m/c (10 weeks) my husband, daughter and I bought a helium balloon and attached our own personel messages for the baby to it and went to a field, let the balloon go and said goodbye. We waited until it was completely out of sight and all had a cry together. It was very healing and felt like we were honouring our baby and our pain.

Sending you huge hugs