Thanks everyone! oh my i have only been on here for 10minutes and the support is great.

I find this comforting to be abl to say exactly how i am feeling and read others stories and reflect on my own and realise there are other people out there who have been through the same thing..... its hard to believe that this happens so often and is so common... the fact these beautiful little angels are born sleeping and never have the chance to breath, laugh smile or cry......

thanku everyone... for even taking the time to read my story... there is so much anger pain and frustration i need to let out, just posting on here and talking and writing replies helps greatly.