I just wanted to say I am sorry for your loss of Little Tiger.

I also wanted you to know it is not your fault what happened with the placenta

I lost my daughter Maddison due to an arupted placenta. I also had bleeding through out the early weeks of pregnancy, except Maddison kep't on fighting until 20weeks.
I have seen so many different specialist and all of them have said there was nothing I could had done differently, these things sometimes just happen. So please don't blame yourself.
And it is true over time you do start to feel better. The good days will out way the bad

I wish you al the best for when you are ready to start ttc again