Hello LyricsBallerina ... i'm just so heartbroken for you, i too have in the past experienced a m/c through which i was caused a massive amount of stress through the unneccessary and selfish actions of others, it was incredibly hard to not blame them (but then it was hard to prove if they were the actual reason of loss) but so sad what will be will be and us as human beings need to get past that emotion as it just fuels us with poison and the baby we have lost would have known we loved & wanted them dearly and they would never have wanted us to continue our own life with negative thoughts to those that didn't help the situation ... So, i guess i just wanted to pop by and say i so feel for you and i promise the pain of loss will get gentler as time goes by but within your heart your beautiful bubba will forever be & you keep that precious & locked away with your magical & loving key