O Mamaglo, my heart is breaking for you.
How terrible to have to go through this without your fiancee.
It must feel so surreal and at the same time just too real.
Does he have a name yet? Where you able to take pictures of him? So you have something of him, anything?
I feel for you and if there is anything you need, let me know! I can not bring him back for you or make the pain hurt any less, but I can be there and listen to your story.

Big hugs,