Mamaglo I am so very sorry for your loss. I too lost a baby at 21 weeks and it's so heatbreaking. Your feelings are natural and even though we never stop thinking about our angels, in time the pain eases little by little. I hope you have some good friends or family you can rely on while your fiance is away but we are all here for you in the meantime. Sending you alot of strength and big hugs