my MIL turned up. she knew I was off work this week and wanted to check on me. 'got a flu?' she enquired, no, just not well was my reply. then she goes on for 5 mins about how they thought I must be in the family way cause I'm off work and my BIL had mentioned I'm not drinking but that they really thought I must be and were just checking. At which point I burst into tears and said no I'm not but I was...I'm so annoyed with myself because I did not want them knowing.
Of course then I get 5 mins about how it wasn't meant to be and how I'm just really not having much luck with the pregnancy thing. and lets not forget I'm still young so there is plenty of time etc etc.
honestly if i had something solid to throw it could have turned ugly.
My boss emailed me and told me to take the week off work. I (again) burst into tears becuase for only three sentences it was a very nice email.
I am just hating today.