Dear Mel,
You are so amazingly brave to come back here and tell Joshua's story. It must have been so hard. I cannot find the words to tell you just how heartbroken I am that Joshua couldn't stay. I just miss him so much. It is just so, so unfair.
I am here for you whenever you need anything and I will love, remember and miss both of your boys along with you for the rest of my life.
Kel