Yesterday at 5 weeks and 4 days i started bleeding. I thought that if i got past my last milestone of my previous m/c that i would be fine(5w3d) but no, that doesn't seem to be the case.
I had a HCG blood test done yesterday and will be having another tomorrow, however today i did a HPT and it was negative. My last positive was at 5 weeks and it was really dark and now it's just not coming up anymore
I thought i would be fine and baby would be fine because i have had no pain whatsoever. My bleeding got a lot heavier today but i still thought i was fine. How stupid i feel for thinking that. I thought if i did the pee test it would come up yes your still pregnant, but it didn't! I'm so not prepared for this, i'm in complete shock.
This is my 3rd m/c, why? I shouldn't have that many unless something is wrong? Can i get testing for this at all?
I just feel like such a failier that i can't even keep alive my own baby. Why is this happening to me? It isn't fair...
so sorry tegan. words cant express my sadness for you.
sorry I cant help you with the questions but I know there are threads here with that information and i am sure someone lovely enough to help you out will soon.
big hugs
xxx
I am so sorry Tegan I truly am so sorry for your loss again. you are very young and it's not fair for you (or anyone at any age) you don't deserve it. I haven't been through what you are experiencing so i do not know what to say however take comfort in your beautiful children and believe it will happen again for you some day soon when the time is right....
cry and be mad and sad as much as you want as that is your right to feel that way.... *hugs*
Oh Tegan! :hugs: This is so not fair, and I'm so sorry you've found yourself here again.
Yes, there is a lot of testing that can be done to find out why you keep losing babies, it can sometimes be hard to find a doctor willing to do it, but keep searching until you find a doctor that will test!
Teagan, i'm so sorry.
Do you have a Gyno or FS here in Newcastle? They can do some tests for you hun. I know it doesnt get any easier
Please remember to take care of yourself xo
Tegan I am so very sorry sweety. Huge hugs to you. Please make sure you still go back and have a repeat HCG done. If the results are conclusive that you have indeed lost your little angel then ask the Dr to refer you to a gyno for further investigations.
Tegan - I am so sorry to hear of your loss. You are not a failure at all. Try and get as many tests done as possible. Mostly look after yourself, hugs.
Looks like i'm in here again...
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