I am so sorry Tegan I truly am so sorry for your loss again. you are very young and it's not fair for you (or anyone at any age) you don't deserve it. I haven't been through what you are experiencing so i do not know what to say however take comfort in your beautiful children and believe it will happen again for you some day soon when the time is right....

cry and be mad and sad as much as you want as that is your right to feel that way.... *hugs*

I'm here for you if you need me mate.