I am so sorry for your loss. I 'lost' a baby myself about three weeks ago, I find it confusing all the grief and mixed feelings that rush through me unexpectedly and all the time. Let yourself grieve, I'm thinking of you, i hope your heart starts to heal soon.
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I'm sorry for your loss. It sounds like you had a miscarriage around the same time I did. I hope that you are doing ok, and know that I am in the same place you are.