Thank you all again for your kind words. It really does mean a lot to me. I don't understand my emotions most of the time but they come and I try to just feel them regardless. I still cry and I still wish my baby was growing safely with me. I got a tatoo on my wrist, a rose and now feel she's with me forever, in my heart.
what a beautiful way to remember her!

You are a gorgeous person, and she will come back to you when she and you, are ready!