Well as some of you know we have been ttc for a while now I don't ovulate clomid didn't work I ovulated with injections but was hyper-stim in hospital for 2 weeks with a drain and had a surprise of my little miracle baby ..

At 6w3d - Everything was 100% perfect heartbeat fluid was perfect and just soo happy

At 8w3d - Bubby was good measured correctly and a nice stron heartbeat though not enough fluid was there only half what it should be

Today 10w First Ob appointment all was going well he said well you can say you are definately out of that danger period and lets see how much more fluid bub has produced for you so I am up there lying down and you see bub arms legs body and head soo amazing I couldn't see that flicker though so I was saying wake up bubby wake up in my head and he said I am soo sorry he doesn't have a heartbeat ..

I am booked on thursday to have my little angel removed from me its soo hard all I can see is my angel with arms and legs head and body clear as clear can be and no heartbeat

I am soo scared of whats going to happen on Thursday...

Thanks for listening xx