another angel for me :(

**Rach75** · May 12th, 2008, 11:20 AM

after 17 long cycles we finally got the news we were expecting

3 joyful blissful weeks and then my body let me down and I started to miscarry last tuesday

I am feeling guilty as my heart isn't breaking like with my previous losses, I am devastated but my world doesn't feel like its going to crumble down.

Am wondering if becuase this time I have a beautiful smiling little man in our house. Where as with my other losses the house was so eirily silent

RIP little bubble, may you revel in the stars above with your other siblings.

sorry I just needed to write down how I am feeling

**nic** · May 12th, 2008, 11:24 AM

Oh Rach, my heart sank when I saw the thread...I'm so so sorry.
Hugest hugs.
Thinking of you

Nic

**MrsB26** · May 12th, 2008, 11:25 AM

Rach, dont apologise for how you are feeling. I am so sorry that you have lost another angel

You and your dh are in my prayers xoxo

**River** · May 12th, 2008, 11:25 AM

Sorry for your loss Rachel

.

**Kitt3n** · May 12th, 2008, 11:31 AM

Oh hun, i dont have any words, just

**Bumperstump Cummerbund** · May 12th, 2008, 11:34 AM

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry for you

I don't think you should feel bad for not falling apart - you have your son to look after and that will help distract you. I know that each lil angel is just as important, and you will grieve for this one just as you grieved for the others. The only difference is you can't become consumed by your grief because you have another lil person to look after, and thats not disloyal, its just life.

Sending you big squishy rib breaking cyber cuddles