Klh311 I am so sorry about your loss of your little bubba. I don't really have much advise but wanted to give you a

As for your partner I don't know what you could do there. I can understand where both of you are coming from. I myself am still grieving from the loss of my pregnancy last year like it was yesterday and the fact I can't get pregnant again when I want that more then anything. But then I can see why your partner doesn't want to try again if that wasn't a plan you had for the immediate future. It sounds like a tricky one. Hope you work something out.