My son Michael

[samantha76]

Hiya,
i have 4 beautiful sons but one Michael is now an angel.He was born prem @24wks in dec 2004 and lived for 5 days , he passed away in mine and his daddys arms 1 wk before xmas.

even now 3 and 1/2 yrs later my heart aches for him though to my friends and family i'm ok.I carry on with my cheerfull exteria for my other boys. there are nights that i can't sleep for thoughts of my wee man but i wake up , plaster on a smile.why? because others become fed up of me being miserable, it makes them feel better if i'm smiling. So i carry on pretending but omg it gets tiring.

so thats me, a mother of 4 boys but some would say a mother of 3, i will always have 4 sons , i will never deny Michael even if that makes others uncoftable. Sorry everyone but i was told tonight that it could have been worse if he'd have grown older and then i had lost him!!!!! omg people haven't a clue!

Sam xx

[MistyFying]

Samantha welcome to Belly Belly. I'm sorry little Michael passed away. I'm sorry people are insensitive, too. I hope you find comfort and support here amongst our community

[Spring Angel]

Sam: I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I too lost a son and I know your pain. This isn't something that you just 'get over'. You will forever be his mummy and you will forever miss him.

3 1/2 years might seem like a long time for some but a mother's love never dulls.

Take care sweetie.

Lv Spring

[Inanna]

Samantha and I am so glad that you have found Belly Belly. You will find so much loving support in here.

I understand the need to be happy for everyone else - they just get tired of hearing the sadness. I really understand...

I am so so sorry your little man passed over - sometimes it is just so hard to understand why. Sending you love and understanding...

[bettyboop]

hi and welcome to BB, sorry for your loss, there are lots of wonderful ladies on here, sending you a big hug.

[diannescruffy]

Hi hun,
Sorry to hear the loss of your little boy. I too lost by baby boy at 24wks 2 years ago and the pain doesn't go away. Your angel is always in your heart to hold close to you.

Regards,
Dianne