I feel the same as you, also had two miscarriages, everyone around me is pregnant and I keep buying tests every month.

I don't know about you, but I also get very stressed and nervous when my period is due. I am also constantly looking out for signs that I am pregnant. I now I need to chill out, but so hard.....

At this stage I can't tell you that things will get better, because I am still trying to believe that for myself, but more wanted to tell you that you are not alone.

Fingers crossed this is the month for both of us x