oh little red engine, i hope you get your BFP and a healthy pregnancy.

i haven't been thru miscarriages, so can't say i know what you go thru, cos i don't.

but it did take me five years to conceive, which i found hard to deal with, and we ended up with delivery complications that meant tiny bilby arrived not breathing. Life deals out some tough things.

it is incredibly valid for you to grieve for those three lost babies, what a pity your family doesn't seem to be at all understanding.

i really hope you get your BFP hon. wishing you ALL this best with that.