Oh hun, Im so sorry that you have lost your precious little one
I still cry when I think of the day my Madison grew her wings and that was 3 1/2 years ago.
I know at the moment things seem hopeless but in time you will stop crying , everyday at least, and the pain wont be so raw.
The worst thing you can do is keep your feelings inside and pretend to be strong. Please dont feel afraid to cry and take as much time as you need to grieve.
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