Hi I'm 19 years old and I haven't ever posted on these forums before but I am probably pregnant and I don't know how I feel about it.
I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks last August and another miscarriage at 14 weeks last year. The second one was incredibly traumatic because I was so far along they had to induce labour and I was in the maternity ward with all of the other women delivering their babies. I only recently found out that the baby died because they had Down's syndrome.
I've been finding it hard to deal with the fact that I'm young but I desperately want to have children, I'm in a great relationship with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years but it's really hard to talk about it with him. I just really needed to get this off my chest as in the last two weeks I've had awful morning sickness which is exactly what happened last time so I am pretty sure that I'm pregnant.
I don't want to have another miscarriage I don't think I could handle another one.
Anyone that has had a miscarriage and then carried another pregnancy to term I would love to hear your story.
Thanks for listening