Hi ladies,

I have come across your posts after looking for someone who knows what we are or have been through. It is really reassuring reading your posts and seeing pregnancies and TTC's continuing. And to know I am not the only one that as soon as they see the lines appear on the test start freaking out!

I am currently going through my 4th miscarriage and needed to take the day off work just to have some me time...I tend to keep everything to myself which I know is not good but noone really understands. Also three of my friends at work are all pregnant (which is great) it just makes it hard sometimes...and lonely.

I have been on an early pregnancy monitoring this time and was given progestrone pessaries (mmm yucky) to take...but my last blood test said the levels were dropping again so the news is not good. I have another blood test to do on Sat to confrim and then will see what I have to do from there. They tend to let things go naturally which takes my body ages to get back to normal, once it is I am an the easy 28 day cycle and have no trouble TCC. With the next birthday coming up and age on my mind I start to freak out a little too!

My specialist has given me all the blood tests I can think off and they have come back fine and hubby has been tested. I have been to acupuncturists, naturopaths etc, I just wish there was an answer out there.

Anyway just wanted to say, thanks for sharing, it makes it not so lonely out there xox

I have seen some suggestions on the Alan Beer book so I'm going to track a copy down, seen the info on this site and might even look into Dr Sacks. If anyone has any other ideas/suggestions...