i'm so sorry to hear of the loss of precious little Rhianna.

i can only imagine the pain you are feeling, and the thoughts that are tumbling through your head right now. you need to allow yourself to grieve the loss of your precious little girl - be sad, angry - cry and vent as much as you need to. BB is an awesome place to get some love and support in even your darkest hours. don't decide now what you want to do in terms of ttc/ivf. everything is very raw, and your decisions will be based on what is going to hurt the least for RIGHT NOW - everything now will be painful - allow yourself the chance to feel that pain for Rhianna - and dont even think about what comes next right now

my thoughts are with you

BG