Dear Jaq - welcome to Belly Belly - I am so sorry for the passing of your daughter Rhianna.

I understand your pain and your loss - it is just devastating, and it feels like nothing will ever be right again. In time it will be - but your baby girl will remain always in your heart.

If you decide to try ivf again - keep believing in miracles - keep believing. It is faith that keeps us going through these times.

We have a wonderful thread of women in TTC after late loss, still birth, recurrent miscarriage - there are many stories of hope and success.

JUst to give yousome positives - one of my girlfriends had her first baby at 43 and her second at 44 after 8 miscarriages. It does happen.

Sending you love and strength,,,