This is my first time posting on this site. I guess I just need to talk about my experience. I am 37 yrs with 11yr old twins. I realized my period had not come and I took a pregnancy test. To my shock I was pregnant. Wow- I didn't see that coming. I wrapped my head around this and became soooooo excited. I figured I was around 5 to 6 weeks pregnant. A week later I had one drop of blood (red) no cramping at all. I went in for an u/s. Everything looked fine except for a slow HB. It was 98. The Doc didn't seem worried and said she would like to check it again next week. Four days later I went back. Shock again. The ultrasound tech said there was no heartbeat detected at all. I nearly passed out. I couldn't believe this. I went back for another u/s the very next day. Same thing. Nothing. I didn't see this coming. I am having a hard time dealing with this. I try to act as if I'm ok so my family will be ok. It doesn't seem as if the miscarraige is going to happen on it's own. I have had no other bleeding, no cramping nothing. I am scheduled for a D&C on Tuesday. I want a baby soooo bad. My heart hurts but I know God has a plan for all of us. I will never know why this happened. I didn't think I wanted any more children. I desperately want another child now. I only knew that I was pregnant for about two weeks. It's amazing how quickly a bond can form. I want to try again asap. My Doc says to wait 3mths. I don't know if I can wait that long!

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