Yes your feelings a very normal. I'm so sorry for your loss .

I had a similar thing happen when we started TTC last year. I too fell pg straight away, but miscarried not long after. I was devastated. I had so many hopes and dreams and then they were taken away from me and I had no idea what the future would hold.

To give you some hope, I fell pg again a few months later and had absolutely no problems.

Let yourself grieve, I'm sorry you are going through this right now.