dear sally,
i am so sorry about your loss, my experience was rather similar to yours, i cant think of anything more terrifying than going for an ultrasound and hearing those words, especially when as far you know all is well.
my d&c was 17 days ago, i would have been 12 weeks yesterday.
i am truly sorry that you had to experience the loss of your baby, i am sure that your angel baby knew all the time how much s/he was loved and still is.
As for the hormones, it took about a week or so for my boobs to return to normal, emotionally i am still a little unstable (i feel that is to be expected, how does one get over something like this?) my uterus has only just begun to shrink, my baby was only the size of a 4-5 wk but my body thought it was 9wks and my bump was just visable, for me that was the hardest thing, feeling that, knowing it was empty.
i too can sympathise with the feeling of knowing you were carrying your dead child. That was all i thought about the night before my d&c, that i had been walking around for a whole month and i hadnt known.......
you have come to the right place sally, bb has been the best thing for me, i hope you receive all the support and hugs you need :hugs:
starrysky xxxx