Thank you ladies, it is nice to know I am not alone.

My family lives in a different country to me, so I am wondering if I should seek some sort of counseling. Not really sure if this is for me or not, but wondered if anyone did go down this route and if it helped. I have closed most of my friends out, my fault I know, but as I said they are either pregnant or have had a second and it is just to hard.

Keep changing my mind as to whether I can do this, it's just normal, to it's just to hard, need help!