well i went to the doctors and i know that its way past 2:30 but i not long arrived back home.... unfortanitly i recieved a. the doctors thinks my hormoanes may not have risen just yet and if i still have not got my period within 2 weeks i am to go back for more blood test and if i am i have to be watched very closley as i may be in risk of a miscarry again.,

once i left the doctors i broke down into tears,, i was so dissappointed and so was my dp, but he said to me in the sweetest way, dont worry it will be our turn soon i promise. it made me smile. after i received the bad news that i wasnt pregnant, we went shopping and to my disgust there was a 6 month old baby just sitting in a pram with no parent around at all i couldnt see no one, it makes me think if someone can treat a child like that y should there get a baby and not me.. i have known people to smoke while pregnant and all i have wanted to do was to slap them silly... grrrrrrrrr sorrry i no that may sound mean but everything is just all up in the air and i feel just a little dissapointed in myself......
i want to thank you all for your support through everything you have been so great to my partner and myself.. thank you all so much

me 17 partner 18
Tyson and Kate 15th of march 2006
Hydie sep 18th 2007