Thanks everyone soo much... Today has been really hard, but I think that me and the DF are going to pick out a nice candle and light it every year... jen, I have lost your e-mail but you should e-mail me soon. I'm thinking of you to because I know that your date was close to mine and your birthday... I'm trying not to think about it alot, but you guys know that it's impossible... Thank you for the prayers, I'm needing them.