Trying To Cope after the Loss of My baby Girl Emily

**~MummaBear~** · October 14th, 2009, 10:22 PM

OMG i cant believe that they treated you like that.
I never asked for any testing to be done on Kyarna, i was offered it, actually everyone i spoke to kinda said the i should have it done. After the Post mortem was done, Kyarna was cremated and her ashes were sent back to me local hospital along with the hand/ foot prints and photos that they had taken before the tests were done.
I am really sorry that you were treated like that at such a vonerable time.
I cant say if you will blame your self once the results are back or not because we have not reached that stage yet.. we still have 6 weeks to wait for our re****s.
I really hope that they are able to tell youw aht happened so you can stop blaming yourself ( i know i am a hypocrit lol) Just take it easy and remember that you need to do what ever you feel is right for you and your little family... no one else matters!!

**~MummaBear~** · October 14th, 2009, 10:26 PM

im not sure if you want to chat or anything but do you have MSN or something like that.. i would love to talk to some one who is in the same situation as me.. im finding it very hard to explain/ justify my feelings to people who really dont get it..

**mummyradel** · October 15th, 2009, 10:01 PM

Hi yes I've got msn my contact is mummyradel@hotmail.com I would love to chat it really is good to talk to someone who is basically at the same stage as me just talking to you last night was great I felt a little normal again for just a minute thank you and hope to chat soon

**mummyradel** · October 15th, 2009, 10:18 PM

im not sure if you want to chat or anything but do you have MSN or something like that.. i would love to talk to some one who is in the same situation as me.. im finding it very hard to explain/ justify my feelings to people who really dont get it..

Better yet are you on Facebook My name is Amanda Radel if you would like to keep in contact that way which is easier for me at the moment this computer I'm using til mine is fixed is really slow and Im having trouble with MSN and all other chat facilities