Thank you so much for all your kind words of support it means alot.
Sorry that I confused you when the funeral is we had the funeral last Tuesday I wrote my story 3 days after he passed. We got to see out little Tyler one more time. We told him how much we love him and wished that he was still here. I just kept holding his beautiful hands. We read him a story which was nice. The story went with him as well as the words DH and I wrote for the funeral and the teddy that we bought for him. I managed to speak the words I wanted to at the funeral I asked Tyler to give me strength to speak and he must of. I am so glad that I spoke I would have regretted if I didn't. I had a really bad day on Friday. The last 2 days have been ok still thinking about him every second. I'm not looking forward to the next really bad day but I know one will come and it will probably be Wednesday which was the day I was going to be induced. DH is back to work on Monday I am not looking forward to that at all I will have Brodie but it's when he's asleep I will be a little lost. I am currently reading empty cradle broken heart and I am finding this good actually I am almost finished it. I know I have to take each day as it comes.
We have talked about counselling and we want to but not just yet maybe in a couple of months.
My heart goes out to you. I am sorry you are going through this. Tyler is a very special child to have such a wonderful loving family.
I too am going through the horrible process, I haven't yet had the strength to pick up the phone and call someone but I do find by being in here and talking to others helps. You can cry without someone watching, you can say what you're feeling without judgement AND you can talk to women who have been through the same or similar things.
I don't have anyone around me who has been through this and try as they may my friends cannot understand the depth and intensity of the pain you feel, so BB has been a life saver of sorts.
I have not heard of the book you are reading but I hope it offers you some sort of relief/comfort.
Jade, I'm glad that you found the strength to read what you wanted to at Tyler's funeral....he would be so proud of his mummy I will be thinking of you this week as your DH goes back to work. Remember if you are feeling alone and need to talk we are all here to listen
Jade I am so so sorry for your loss. I'm so glad you found the strength to read at Tyler's funeral, well done. Please dont forget as the others have mentioned, if you ever need to talk do not hesitate to post here at BB, we are always willing to listen and offer our support.
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I will be thinking of you this week as your DH goes back to work. Remember if you are feeling alone and need to talk we are all here to listen
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