Jade,

My heart goes out to you. I am sorry you are going through this. Tyler is a very special child to have such a wonderful loving family.

I too am going through the horrible process, I haven't yet had the strength to pick up the phone and call someone but I do find by being in here and talking to others helps. You can cry without someone watching, you can say what you're feeling without judgement AND you can talk to women who have been through the same or similar things.

I don't have anyone around me who has been through this and try as they may my friends cannot understand the depth and intensity of the pain you feel, so BB has been a life saver of sorts.

I have not heard of the book you are reading but I hope it offers you some sort of relief/comfort.

My love and hugs are with you.

Nae x x x