Oh Honey

i am so sorry to hear of your loss and i totally agree with people it was no way you fault and never think that it was there was nothing you could have done so please dont blame yourself. grief is a long and hard rollercoaster full of tears anger hurt heartbreak emptyness all different emotions rolled into one and some of us find it hard to cope it has being a year and half since i lost my little girl and even now i find it difficult i to see a counsellor have being for 6 months now and i am on anti depressants as i just got to low never had any energy always thinking bad thoughts and thinking i was worthless and having anixiety attacks and just feeling sad all the time and couldnt move forward from the past i think it takes time so dont beat yourself up and it might help you to see a councellor if you need to talk it through just give yourself time honey really hope that you feel better soon.

Munchy xxx