I dont even know where to start with this, I got a phone call yesterday morning at 4 oclock to say my best freinds bubby had died, I went and sat with her all day, cried with her, and am there for her and her family, it is just so unfair, Litltle breella was just 5 weeks old, and although people say it happened for a reason I keep thinking what reason could there be for taking a beautiful little angel from her mummy and daddy and sisters and brothers and everyone else that loves her so dearly,My freind is blamming herself and keeps saying dont bring your kids here I just kill them. It hurts so much to hear the nightmares and her screaming out for them to give her baby back, I am sitting here in tears not knowing what to do, have come home to have a good cry myself as am trying to be strong for her, all she wants is a bullet and a gun, I just cant cope, what do I do