The Adoption Journey - General Discussion #1

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[Panthya]

lil_chookie, woo hoo

I'm so happy that you are in the May education groups.

I'm also glad that we have a general chat thread and that some of the posts got moved here as I felt bad because I felt like I had taken over your journal with talk of other general issues, when we should have been more focused on what you had to share with us

Anyway I cant wait till May gets here now ...lol... but it will probably feel like its taking forever


Jacinta, thanks, and yes we will be in the same education classes.

Of course lil_chookie will have to wear a shirt that says lil_chookie and I'll have to wear one that says panthya, then we will know who each other actually is ..lol..

[Panthya]

Just wondering for those of you who have adopted locally, are currently trying to adopt locally and for those of you who are doing ICA.

Before you got approved were you nervous / scared / worried / or even just felt that you might not get approved?

Is it something that you just have to deal with worrying about until you do get approved and can then give a sigh of relief.

I've tried so many things on this journey to become a mother and I feel every time I get close something happens and I'm left with a shattered dream and have to start again with something else, so I'm very nervouse / worried about approval and feel 90% sure that we wont get approved. I kind of know its a silly worry but I cant stop myself from thinking about it and so I figured there must be others out there who did also worry or who are still worrying about the same thing as me.

So I'm just wondering how everyone else coped or dealt with it as I've been told by so many people, all of who have never adopted and have never had to try so much to become a parent, that there is nothing to worry about and no reason why we wouldnt get approved, but that still soesnt do anything to make me stop worrying.

[Baby~amore`]

I hope you don't mind me - lurking around.

Jacinta - hope your little one isn't too far away. I am ina we of your strength through all of your journey to become a parent.
I am sorry the LA prejudice older parents 'unintentionally' - but takes no account that age doesn't make you a better or poorer parent

Rest easy P - I only knew of one couple who didn't get approved from our group - they were actually friends of friends -thats how we found out.
IT was a complex reason.We heard the couple had ? issues and the social worker also felt the mother may have had difficulties with parenting an adopted child because they thought she only wanted her own Bio child and she had relationship problems with her family.My friend said the lady may have been too 'honest' in her 'feelings' - so be careful what you say.

I was told by our SW that they will tell you if they thought you wouldn't get approved earlier in the process.I worried about this too because at the time we were quite young and for many complex reasons had not gone down assisted conception path.

I thought this might go against us. Many others in our group were slightly older - mid to late 30's. Plus we had at least one couple who had a single child already and were wanting to adopt a second.

We knew another couple in our group who whilst 'waiting' fell pregnant (naturally after many years AC).Sadly the baby was premmie ,had downs syndrome and other major problems - he lost his battle with life. The couple then a year or so later went on to adopt a little girl.

My single friend is overseas working as 'missionary' and not intentionally (it just happened) now she is trying to adopt a child that attached (literally) herself to her in an orphanage. She has volunteered there before. It is a testing time and a long process but easier because she will have lived there for over 2 years.

It broke my heart to hear of all the abandoned babies in this country.

[lil_chookie]

P - in all my thoughts that I have running through my head (I am a big thinker), I have never once thought about not getting aprroved. In the journey to have our child there has been so much sadness and disappointment that I just can't even think of thinking about not getting approved. This is a positive journey for us, it may still have a way to go but we will get there. These are just my thoughts........try not to worry & stay positive P.

[Baby~amore`]

Jacinta ... that is right - what i was trying to say

It is up to you what your share in this life-story, unless it has been documented in medical stuff.

not implying dishonesty but sometimes we need to be careful what we disclose ... just by chance did anyone read Melbourner/Sydney's Child magazine about the foster mother with permanent care ... it was too honest.

[Panthya]

Ok, another question to keep the topic going.

Has anyone found their husband isnt or wasnt as excited about the adoption as you?

So basically I'm just wondering how the men who are currently going through the adoption or those who have been through the adoption, reacted to it, compared to the women?

As an example, one of my friends and her husband are starting to try for a baby now and her husband is really excited about it, even buying baby outfits and bringing them home as a present.

Were as my other friends husband doesnt show any excitment or interest in baby stuff at all and they are pregnant now.

So I'm just wondering how differently guys going through adoption deal with it? Do some get very excited and want to be a part of everything? Are there some guys who just dont seem interested at all?

I think this is a good question to talk about in regards to adoption.

[lil_chookie]

Hi P - mine is as excited as me, he is happy to talk about things at anytime and wants to be an active part of all of the process. My DH has always been excited about us having a child and I feel even more so with the adoption process as it is something we are equally doing together. I know when we were ttc he felt a little helpless at times, watching me fall apart a little because my body wouldn't do what we wanted it to do.

I guess some women experience the same feelings with their partner when it comes to a pregnancy, some partners are more excited than others.

It's a long process (I am assuming you are talking about your DH here) perhaps as things start happening his excitment will build to the same as yours.

[Panthya]

LOL... oh no.. I didnt mean to suggest my DH isnt excited

I'm just throwing in any questions I think of to keep this thread going as its nice to come here and be able to read what others have to say. As it always seems a little lonely in here when there hasnt been any posts for a few days

So I figure asking questions, even if they dont relate to whats happening in my life, will keep people talking and maybe help someone later on who does need to know the answer.

[lil_chookie]

P - I didn't think from your previous posts that it sounded like your DH wasn't as excited as you!!

I like what you said.....let's get chatting more in here!!!

I would be interested to hear more from people about how they felt when they got that call telling them there was a baby for them. Just thinking about people getting that call makes me almost cry. I also cry when I watch the adoption show on Foxtell - but only the ones who haven't had children before. I am so emotionally happy for them, for the ones that have had children before I am just they are welcoming a new child into their homes and thinking it is an amazing thing they are doing.

[Panthya]

Just off topic here, did anyone see on tv last night about Skim Milk causing infertility in women?

I found that very interesting, although I've never drunk skim milk as I much prefer full cream milk.


Anyway back on topic of adoption......

Jacinta my DH doesnt like all the paperwork side of the adoption either, so I'm the one who gets to fill in everything ..lol..

But when it comes to wanting a baby and looking at or getting baby stuff my DH is very happy to do that and we talk about the adoption and baby stuff.

DH would really love it if everything was going faster though I must admit that I also like it when things are moving along.

LC I also watch adoption shows on foxtel, and just like you I also get emotionally happy, especially for those who havent had children before.

Its probably because I can relate more to them because of myself never having been able to have a child.

As for when the call comes for us, I think I will probably get off the phone and cry my eyes out, just from sheer happiness, but since there is a long way to go before we get to that point, I guess I cant really be sure of how I will react, but I'd also really like to know how others felt when they did get the call.

[Panthya]

LC, hows things going with you?

For me it seems like May is now taking forever to get here

We currently still have lots of things to do in the garden and house and there are still a couple of things to do in the nursery , such as finish putting the boarder up around the floor and moving some of the boxes and stuff we have put in the room to store them.

We have a bassinet, a cot which changes to a junior bed, a rocking chair, a bouncer, a musical swing chair, a couple of prams (one for the car, one for the house), a car seat, baby on board sign (already on the car), I painted a old set of draws Pink and Blue (to match the walls in the nursery) and we put that in the cuboard and put some of the baby clothes in it like booties and singlets. The other clothes I have we got baby coat hangers for and have hung them up.

I've brought some clothes in sizes from newborn up to size 2.

What ever clothes doesnt get used because of being too small can be given to friends or family members who get pregnant or can be sent to overseas orphanages.

I know having all this stuff already isnt the right thing for everyone, but its whats right for me

[lil_chookie]

Hey P - I now what you mean about May taking FOREVER!!Wow you are so organised, I wish I was that organised. There is still this little piece of me that is finding it hard to start getting things together, the jinx factor (I really need to get over that!! LOL). But over Easter we a doing many things to the house. The room that will be the nursery will be completely cleaned out. I am then taking the wallpaper down and painting the room. It will be ready for a boarder.......just going to wait to find out if we need a boy one or a girl one. So that is my current goal, a little bit at a time. I have a have spotted a few cot / change table / wardrobe sets I like but I am holding off on that one for now.

[Panthya]

LOL... I'm only organized because we have been trying for 12 years to have a family.

The nursery was started about 8 years ago and we would do a little bit and then stop for a while when things went backwards rather than forwards.

Then with the baby clothes we started to get some girls stuff when we started ICA, because adopting from China there was a higher chance we would get a daughter between 9 months and 2 years old, but we did get a couple of boys things just in case

But I had also been collecting things since I was 15 years old and coming from a big family - 3 older sisters, 2 older brothers and 2 younger sisters - plus my husband sister and brother, means we have so many nieces and nephews, ranging in age from 20 years down to a nephew being due this month and another baby due in October this year. So I've had so much practise with babies and what they need that I'm probably to well organized for my own good Yet I'll probably freak out completely when we actually have a baby of our own and will forget everything I think I know.

I'm so looking forward to it Even though I am still scared that nothing is going to work out and we wont get approved, but I'm working on being more positive I think its working a bit.

[pebbles2820]

Hi all,

I just have to say I wish you all so much luck and love. I have 3 beautiful children but had to have a tubal ligation and would have so loved to have more children. My DH and I have discussed adoption but unfortunately is not a financial possibility at the mo. Our other future plan is to become foster parents. Who knows what the future holds? There are so many children in need out there and I'm sure like you, we have so much love to give. I hope you experience all the joy and love I have.

[Panthya]

Hi Pebbles,

Have you looked into Permanent Care as another option?

My husband and I are going to consider doing permanent care a few years after we have done our first adoption.

[Panthya]

Hi lil_chookie,

I hope everything is ok with you, we missed you at the Education group on Monday 7th

The group was really good although a lot of the stuff being talked about is very similar to stuff we talked about with ICA Education groups in November.

Anyway I hope everything is well and that you are allowed and able to come to the second session, or does missing the first mean you have to wait until the June sessions so you can go to both?

[lil_chookie]

Hi P,

I am facing my fears & we have decided to go down the IVF road for now.

Goodluck with you LA journey!