Oh, I got a huge lump in my throat seeing this thread. I have so much hope that you'll have a baby/child someday, however that may come about! I know you'd walk through fire to have a child, and you, my friend are an AWESOME mother. I can see that already.

I wish it was easier for you, but then again I know that very rarely are worthwhile things easy. At least in my experience, anyway. Keep us posted