Oh hun! I'm sorry if i made you feel like that.

Its only taken me this long cause I've fallen pregnant twice. Separated from the girls father and go pnuemonia.

If waiting another year is what you want, wait.

Honestly, enjoy your little girl! They grow up way to quick hun. At least this time next year she will be nearly 15 months old!

In the mean time just do little bits and peices to educate yourself as much as possible. Do the prep courses. Get your First Aid Cert. All those things so that when you go to apply in August, you will be ready.