I am nearly at the end of my mind/tether whatever ATM. Riley seems worse this week, he hasn't been to FDC since before Christmas and Erin has been away so things are out of whack but he is driving us to despair.
He seems to get so overwrought then scream and screams and kicks and hits and won't calm down for ages and ages. Last night he sat behind my bedroom door and screamed "go away" if anyone went near.
Shopping has been difficult too, he seems to lose it really easily there and having my dad tell me that its just cause he's not getting his own way doesn't help. (apparantly I should have "crushed his spirit" by the time he was 18 mths - thanks dad)

I have tried to explain to a good friend about the sensory disorder testing and she says "I really don't think he has a problem" but then in the next breath says maybe i need Supernanny which makes me feel like she is blaming me for his behaviour.

Sorry for the ramble just need to vent.