my shoulders are starting to feel heavy again. I have had this feeling for so many days now. I have to keep stretching them out.

Do you know what girls... before kids i used to ask DH if you could love a child with a disability/illness/syndrome whatever, more or less than a "normal" child? He used to shrug. I now know. I love him more than i used to. I need to nurture him more. Keep him safe more.

Just mini whinge.