I'm here, just not coping too well atm with everything around me. I'm going down to Melbourne on Sat night for Lulu's memorial on Sunday. Its been tough, supporting the planning of it and going through stuff again. I miss her

M is going very well at the moment, more so than I thought she was... she's had a few things changed on her in the past week with minimal meltdowns which is awesome. I am worried however that she is going to not go so well today... just a feeling I've got...