Am I broken?

[Mad Scientist]

You are not broken, just exhausted. I've done it many times. If DP didn't wake you up, you would wake up eventually hun. They just get louder! Exhaustion does strange things to our bodies and minds not to mention PND. Big hugs. You are doing a great job x

[sloane]

i agree with MS - you're not broken, just totally exhausted. the connection isn't always immediate either, give it time

[RhiChiChi]

I don't know about not feeling a connection, perhaps you might want to speak to someone about that? I went to a counsellor through my hospital where I had DD (about bf issues) and they diagnosed me of anxiety, not PND - can you call the hospital and see if they offer that service? In relation to not hearing bubs, when you are so tired, like extreme tiredness, you can sleep through alot. Is it possible for you to nap during the day to try to rest, recharge & catch up on a bit of sleep?