Oh Pumpgirl....how sad that you are feeling this way. It must be so hard for you. Is there any way that you can do half days at the shop? When I go back (and I'm not planning on it until August) I'm only planning on doing half a day a week to ease back into it. Not saying that you only do half a day a week but if your DH has leave to help with the shop and your DD maybe you can do half days instead of full days and he can do the other half? I hope everything works out for you.