Probably about 12 months! Somehow I bumbled along for that time and tried to appreciate my little baby in the blur that was life.

We had an overseas move when he was 3 months old and had a lot going on with his older brother who is autistic. I found a groove once my older son was going to preschool part time and I had an in home therapist for him in the afternoons, so finally I could devote some time and enjoy the day time feed to sleeps with my baby.