Oh Tasha. Please don't think you weren't supposed to be a mother due to having difficulty conceiving! So not true - most people I know with trouble conceiving are the ones who would make the most amazing parents, but that doesn't mean it comes easy! You've been a parent for a little over a month, not long at all. It was about 4 months before I was confident in my JOB, don't expect to be a perfect parent - hands down the hardest job in the world - after a few weeks. Breathe hun. I have some rules for you.

1. Babies have no rules.
2. Expect nothing. Be surprised.
3. Ask and accept help. It takes a village.
4. Babies have no rules.