Annika is, and most likely will remain, an only child. After miscarrying before having her, I was a bundle of nerves during my pregnancy. She is also a very unsettled/fussy baby, who had extreme reflux, and many chiropractic problems. I just don't know if I would want to risk putting another child through the pain that Annika went through. I also love spending one on one time with her, and although I wholeheartedly admire those mothers than can manage two, I just don't think it's for me!